Still searching in the darkness for an answer.
Finding a right cause to cry;
When my blood has frozen for u.
Will u ever love me dear??
This eyes are waiting for ur love,
This life is waiting for ur touch,
Anytime I shake myself in my mind-
And still I search for u,
For u till I die.
I know that I’ll die someday in my dreams.
And then I’ll live all those that r left in ur life,
Whatever left in the broken sky.

Ur cutting in my veins,
Stopping my heart,
Asking me to leave.

Tonight in my dreams,
I’m gonna drown in my tears.
I’m numb,
I’m silent,
I’m flowing down in ur heart.


do u think that describes me??
ur wrong
it certainly dont!!


Y shud I ever xplain every single word to u?
Y shud I put up a smile to put up a smile on ur face?
Y shud I stop my tears and b wat I’m not
Y shud I change myself for ne1?
Even for u

Y cant u just read my eyes?
Y cant u just understand my tears?
Y don’t u read between my fake smiles?

Is this is wat u call love?
Does my every action infront of u need an xplanation?
Why?? Why its me?
Y cant I cry aloud?
Y my tears hv 2 b suppressed to let u speak?
Y I always hv to b the listener? The listener to ur pain, to ur misery
My thoughts even don’t pass ur ear
U even cant understand my unsaid feelings behind mt plastic smile
But y do I always get to feel u?
Is this wat u call love? Or is it my fault
Is my silence is so silent that it even cannot reach ur heart
So, u tell whats love, whom do I love?
Me, u, or these silent words?

drawing, listnng to music, hanging aroubd with pals, irritating ppl, watch movies, digest chunks of chocolate............

evanescence, bsb, greenday, nirvana, avril, savage garden, blue,hinder, breaking benjamin, linkin park, fall out boy,mcfly,busted,rasmus,bryan adams,stars,goo goo dolls,royksopp, poets of the fall, ashley simpson, hillary duff, miley cyrus, celeine dion, shaina twain, britney spears, madona,my american heart, enigma,kelly clarksom, jessica simpson,coco,limp bizkit,scorpions,eagles,red hot chilly peppers,tantric, aiden,daren hayes,maroon5,my chemical romance, chemical brothers,c21,sr71,switchfoot,tatu,leona lewis,taylor swift,............

donnie darko,just my luck,the ring,final destination,the grudge,gothica,memoirs of a geisha,the da vinci code,i still know what u did last summer, scooby doo movies, harry porter movies,monster in law,the devil wears prada,princess diary,parents trap,spirit,titanic,

tell me your dreams, nothing last foreve, the naked face, twilight, new moon, eclipse, breaking dawn, da vinci code,purity, deadhead,bloodline, the secret garden, black beauty, rage of angels...............

when you hv nothing left to burn, you've to set yourself on fire